Records of past

 Today, when I sat in front of the computer, has been a year in 2007, and was born from 1974 to now, I have spent thirty knew a few spring. Thirty years of the life course, while not spectacular fall also experienced a lot of ups and downs, at least in my opinion it is. From a spirit of extreme shortage of material to enrich childhood, food and clothing to meet the days feel like years of schooling age, in his way through the difficult path to skip the gantry start boring into the door bore Military university life, Although I spent the last ten to the Spring and Autumn but let's military career, feeling absurd, really feel get good luck. Since I began to learn to free thinking brain I have been thinking about this question: why are alive? How alive? remember the days of his thirty years, I feel the pain and boredom of life accounted for the majority of the total, and even a little bit I feel this is life. every sense of happiness and joy, she has always gone a hurry . happiness and joy I had never gone away, but I never firmly grabbed her, hold her, not only that but also indifferent to her presence again and again and her flirting, mountain again and again to hurt her heart, until She drifted away from me.
not feeling good, and talk about right now! Today is the year at 9:00 on July 10, 2007 more, I sat on the Mongolian Plateau fighting a military training base on duty conference room table, out of the window clear skies, dotted with white clouds Mainland unusual, white clouds are gray-brown prairie below, with long slender slightly dry pan-green grass, gravel all over the prairie, in fact, feel the owner is not grass, but sand, the cold wind with a taste of autumn squeezed into the room again and again test the vulnerability of my stomach. Yuejing Dong came, friends not seen for many days, the total as in the past is people with a relaxed smile, and came to the grasslands, like others, face turned dark red, dry, hard, I feel much older. talk soon left the East King, the time is long, the future sure to find a specific occasion and exchanged. I do not have a mind to write down.
PM woke up sitting here, the mood has become very poor, my friend Fan Xueji not optimistic about where the news came,bailey UGG boots, lived in 304 hospital. feedback from the Sun Yaming news, check the results does not seem ideal, may have to surgery. This is a very high surgical risk factor, a similar success rate is not high. Alas! why the good people are not lucky it! I do not want to lose such a good brother, what can I do? I do not know how to comfort him, and how to call him, do not know what to say? my poor brother! life just had hope, but risk of such doom! really everything hangs in the balance, the fate of such people get! God unfair to the people, for my brother so unfair! I just silently bless my brother, I hope to God blessing a good man, so good life of peace !
7 月 11 morning 7:47 I still sit in the same position, I feel bored, hit something on the computer than to play some silly games to be meaningful, as more than three on the promise that it:
nag Air Force so the idea certainly has every day on the computer to record your daily life, feel and think, I was affected, it sat before laptops and win their own thought and want.
should be made every day to face these feelings grassland now! But now I have lost the excitement of the original face of endless grasslands, but occasionally some nostalgia is nothing more emotion. seemingly never lonely prairie there have been lonely, she has been like a broad minded mother, raising children, one after another, whether their own or foreign, and she regarded it as their own children and watch them come and go on to the plains, breeding interest, and even tolerate their fight with each other. I think there must be one in which my ancestors came from the plains, in the vast expanse of the prairie to survive, such as history, brave and fierce as national grasslands, dominated this grasslands, and other peep this battle grassland nomads fight the other, until one day they found the rich plains of the south no longer allow them to dry in the stomach for the fight day, they rode into the waving sword rich plains south of downtown, the plain gradually ease and prosperity so that they got down to lay down the sword, and other earlier detection of plain plain plain rich earlier to integrate my other ancestors. Today, when I stand the plains, I firmly believe this: I'm from the prairie. because every time I stood on the prairie, breathing the cool air grassland, prairie winds blew through my mind, I have an impulse to would like to ride horses and the enemy holding swords desperate fight, there is a pride of ecstasy to commit suicide. So sometimes I always stay down, carefully looked at me in front of the plains, trying to find the footprints of my ancestors, or imagine that they They then pass by the scene when the horse. Now that piece of grassland, or steppe,UGG boots clearance, and steppe dominate the history of history has been the year of the cavalry as they like roaring past, not even a trace left. My first grassland It has not left me any, if any, is stubborn, impulsive, violent temper and dark complexion, cold body.
life too monotonous prairie, herders face is that every day cattle and sheep that can not communicate, year after year. cold winter herders stay at home, there is no radius of miles to herders, only one person you look at me I see you. My days are also very boring, boring hard, I do not know what they are doing every day, can only play games and such Tingtingge a long time will feel empty, feeling a waste of life, can not know which ones are not wasting your life. My days are also This one day later, once the day is spent with his pretty golden time. It had to make me start thinking about the meaning of life, one aspect that I would like to be considered a happy life, the meaning of life? In fact should be simple, if life is not happy, meaningful life,UGG shoes, how be it! seek the happiness of life is the pursuit of the rest of my life! in accordance with the inertia of people's thinking of socialism, of course I have to make it clear: not a simple pursuit happy home state and society the expense of legal ethics, of course, can not be completely subject to its restrictions. do what I want, so some of the shackles of pedantry to his mother's bar.
my lovely son and then do? < br> 7 月 12 日 nearly 8 points, I still sit here. to move house in the loss of combat duty room past the solemn and stately, clean up good things to be packed into a corner of the room, conference table The wallpaper is also removed, exposing the dusty desktop.
Jiujin last night has subsided, did not seem to leave me any discomfort. drank last night, no pressure, but fortunately did not drink too much because the incidence of drinking alcohol the things I have vivid memories, I remember very clearly, not amnesia. feeling the hotel can be, and vegetables do okay,UGGs, it seems that singing is not in Mongolia, with a total feeling a little southern accent, the voice Mongol loud and resounding no, she is not like, feel like born in karaoke bars, youth is no longer, finish remaining. On the way back, a small van, then all the emotions I Jiujin mobilized, singing loudly all the way. know last night until this morning lost two phones, but fortunately have been looking back, without any loss.
7 13, time is at 23:17 I'm in bed, originally want to watch a movie or in bed Tingtingge look sleepy, but I think there are more interested in things, and that is a faithful record of my daily life, was the beginning. I do not want to write these things in front of others, In fact, I never believed that any private space, I think that there is no private space just for me, so I can not record the diary of my reality. Of course, this thing is no exception, I concealed my secret, because I insecurity in the private secrets confidential, I think that one day someone will see him, I do not want anyone to know my private life. moving work is still continued, the various units in the armed forces under the unified arrangements, step by step The regular variety of order. forces of division is clear, each person in accordance with the arrangements for high efficiency, high standards of doing their fair share of work. North House, as I imagine there is no cable signal, the exercise unit's leadership this very seriously, Cable opened as soon as possible to complete. with a base of technology and war because of good relations and have the confidence, I picked up the phone dialed telephone technical station Li Gong Li ---- Shanxi home workers to go home but m did not affect my work. Lee good work put me in touch with us in the work of a unit of mm has origins cadres. the results and I would like to wish the same, there is no repair possible cable, or satellite receiver to buy mm a decision had to be done.